5th of November
When I walked you home
That`s when I nearly said it
But then said `Forget it` and froze
Do you remember?
You probably don`t
`Cause the sparks in the sky
Took a hold of your eyes
while we spoke
Yesterday,
drank way too much
And stayed up too late
Started to write what I wanna say
`Deleted the message`
But I still remember it said
I wish I was who you drunk texted
at midnight
Wish I was the reason you stay up till 3
And you can`t fall asleep
Waiting for me to reply
I wish I was more than just someone you
walk by
Wish I wasn`t scared to be honest and open
Instead of just hoping
You`d feel what I`m feeling inside
April the 7th
And nothing has changed
It`s hard to get by
When you`re still on my mind every day
Sometimes I question
If you feel the same?
Do we make stupid jokes?
Trying to hide that we`re both too afraid
to say
I wish I was who you drunk texted
at midnight
Wish I was the reason you stay up till 3
And you can`t fall asleep
Waiting for me to reply
I wish I was more than just someone you
walk by
Wish I wasn`t scared to be honest and open
Instead of just hoping
You`d feel what I`m feeling inside
Oh, and here we go again
Destroy myself to keep a friend
Hiding away
`cause I was afraid you`d say no
I wonder if I cross your mind
Half as much as you do mine
If I tell you the truth
What will I lose?
I don`t know
I wish I had sent you that drunk text
at midnight
I was just scared it would ruin our friendship
But I really meant it
I wonder how you would reply