I`m historically heartbroken
Drowning in my own emotions
One minute away from the breaking down, down, down
I`m always leaving empty-handed
No one wants a heart that`s damaged
Only know what love that lets me down, down, down

Staring contest with the walls
I`m giving in to my intrusive thoughts

What if I never find anybody to love
Or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up?
`Cause I can`t get hurt if I`m the first one to leave
Woah, what if I get to heaven and it`s not even real
And I die before telling you how I really feel?
`Cause it feels like hell and I just can`t help but think
That maybe love`s not for me

If you don`t look too closely
You can`t even tell I`m lonely
Even though it keeps me up at night, night, night
I try to keep myself distracted
But I got all these awful habits
Of listening to voices in my mind, mind, mind

Oh staring contest with the wall
I`m giving into my intrusive thoughts, oh

What if I never find anybody to love
Or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up?
`Cause I can`t get hurt if I`m the first one to leave
Woah-oh
What if I get to heaven and it`s not even real
And I die before telling you how I really feel?
`Cause it feels like hell and I just can`t help but think
Maybe love`s not for me

Oh-oh, maybe love`s not for me, oh-oh-oh
Maybe love`s not for me
Maybe love`s not for me
For me, for me, for me
Maybe love`s not for me