Still don`t understand why you wanted to help me
The long nights
I spent praying for someone to hold me up still
I`m so afraid I might ever lose control
ever let myself go somewhere far from home
ta-da-dada-da-da
Got weak and old
Another goddamn year
I got no new attitude for this fucking new year
Got smaller and bruised
Another scar on the wrist
Can`t be on good behavior in this fucking new love
Some say god gives you another chance
I try so hard to live
but my heart says let it go away
Let it go to heaven
I don`t know
If I still have a chance to be forgiven or forgive
You say I`ll be surely okay
But I, now realize that even doctors lie
tryna` save me
tryna` save a fool like me
Got weak and old
Another goddamn year
I got no new attitude for this fucking new year
Got smaller and bruised
Another scar on the wrist
Can`t be on good behavior
in this fucking new love
Please, don`t save me
Don`t even try to save me
Please, don`t save me
You don`t even try to save me