I want it to be like messy
I`m so insecure I think
That I`ll die before I drink
And I`m so caught up in the news
Of who likes me and who hates you
And I`m so tired that I might
Quit my job start a new life
And they`d all be so disappointed
`Cause who am I if not exploited?
And I`m so sick of seventeen
Where`s my fucking teenage dream?
If someone tells me one more time
Enjoy your youth I`m gonna cry
And I don`t stick up for myself
I`m anxious and nothing can help
And I wish I`d done this before
And I wish people liked me more
All I did was try my best
This the kinda thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset (Ah ah ah)
They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God it`s brutal out here
(Yeah)
I feel like no one wants me
And I hate the way I`m perceived
I only have two real friends
And lately I`m a nervous wreck
`Cause I love people I don`t like
And I hate every song I write
And I`m not cool and I`m not smart
And I can`t even parallel park
All I did was try my best
This the kinda thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset (Ah ah ah)
They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God it`s brutal out here
(Yeah)
(Just havin` a really good time)
Got a broken ego broken heart
(Yeah it`s brutal out here
Yeah it`s brutal out here)
And God I don`t even know where to start